got dayquil and nyquil so no worries I'll be taking it every day until I get better
until then I'm only going to use the computer to clear out my DA inbox and that's it and if my phone isn't dead I'll use that for replying to messages and such so yeah that's my plans! ;v;
I just thought I'd announce that I'm much more sicker than I thought I was? And by much more sicker I mean for once in my life I am highly contemplating going to the hospital because I'm starting to get worried/scared about what's going on with my body.
I really wanted my hiatus to end a LONG time ago but I really need to stop pushing myself like this. I should be in bed I'm literally sick enough to be bed ridden for days but instead I just get restless and hop on to the computer. I need to go on a legit hiatus and just well ban myself from the computer and just check my phone every now and then. I'll try to start this up tomorrow and hopefully go to the hospital eventually. I'm just worried about the price and cost and stuff because no one here is made of money and I don't have health insurance and just hhhh I'm sorry everyone. I've just been trying to force myself to get healthy as fast as possible and instead I only got worse and further from my goals. I'm stupid and impatient and well... I'm just sorry. I hope I get well soon there is a good handful of people that I really miss talking to and I'm scared that they don't want to talk to me anymore and the fact that I can't bring myself to really talk to people when I'm sick just ughhgfduighfdiuj I'm a wreck goodbye.
Sorry for the accidental vent during my health update.